just get out from my life !!!!

别一度的破坏我的原则
你已经超越了我的底线
不要一而再
再而三得做一堆
幼稚的东西
这样很令人讨厌
你太不了解我了
不爽就滚出我的世界
我并不介意你的存在
对我来说
你就只是个过客
别在惹我
不然
后果请自负

嚴爵Yen-j [ 我喜歡(不,我愛) ]

我喜歡(不,我愛)

想用一把木吉他，來詮釋初嚐戀愛，
那種純純卻是簡單動人的甜蜜感覺。
是首聽了令人心情
愉快的民謠情歌

刚起床
看见外面天色灰暗
手机没有你的信息

心情
也跟跟着天气转变
实在不喜欢
刚起床
心情就这么差

这首歌
听了又听
重复又重复
心
痛了又痛
泪
没停止过

这样的情况
我该怎么面对明天的考试
我不懂
想放弃
我累了
不懂自己在坚持什么
不是已经伤痕累累了吗？
为什么还要继续？

选择!!!

做了这样的选择
对或错
好像已经不重要了
也不会理会
别人怎么说
即使我的选择错了
即使明知道
这个选择
会让我很痛苦
但我
不会后悔

忠于自己的原则
我行我素
绝对是水瓶座的特点

加油吧
一切都会过去的

i love you :: you hate me

能找的找了
能約的約了
心情一樣的低落
這種小丑般的生活
我覺得累了
我是否可以
就這樣離開
是否可以讓我不顧別人的擔心
就這樣崩潰
頽廢
我是否可以
消失

有人說
姐姐比我堅強
我不介意
別人怎麽拿我和我姐比較
但我想回應那個人
関你什麽事
那支針不是刺在你的身上
你會懂我的感受？？
如果我不堅強
我就不會活到今天
我不管你是誰
但
你就是沒資格說我 ！！！

hey....read this!!!

* when you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

* when she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

* when she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

* when she walks away from you mad, follow her.

* when she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

* when she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

* when she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

* when she ignores you, give her your attention.

* when she pulls away, pull her back.

* when you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

* when you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

* when you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

* when she’s scared, protect her.

* when she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

* when she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

* when she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

* when she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

* when she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

* when she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

* when she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

* when she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

* when she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

* when she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

* stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

* don’t let her have the last word.

* don’t call her hot, but beautiful is so much better.

* say you love her more than she could ever love you.

* argue that she is the best girl ever.

* when she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

* when she says she’s ok, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

* call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

* call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

* treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

* don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

* stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

* watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid.

* let her into your world.

* let her wear your clothes.

* when she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

* let her know she’s important.

* kiss her in the pouring rain.

* when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “who’s ass am i kicking today baby?”

* after she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

輸了

昨天
做了一個小小的測試
終于
結果證明
我輸了
累了
心死了

下午
陪姐姐去了一趟1 utama
眼前只看到我們的回憶
忍痛的走著
走過了那個我們相識的地方
走過了某閒商店
播放著
那首我們喜歡的歌
走過了
那閒我們很喜歡的餐廳
走過那閒唱片行
播放著你喜歡的電影
走過了
我們的回憶
我微笑著
走過了
我們的回憶

我依然的
等待著
等待著不會回來的你
明知道你不會回來了
明知道
自己已經傷痕累累
心力絞碎
我也依然
繼續等待

但
原來
我的離開
真的無所謂
我
徹底的
輸了 !!!!